"Sometimes, it's difficult even for me
有时候 连我自己都很难理解
to understand what I've become.
我到底成为了什么
And harder still to remember what I once was.
更难记清楚我曾经是什么样子
The blue of the tiles...
瓷砖的蓝色
Zima Blue, the manufacturer called it.
齐马蓝 制作商这样称呼
The first thing I ever saw.
我见到的第一件物品
This was where I began.
一切从这里开始
A crude little machine with
一个简陋的小机器
barely enough intelligence to steer itself.
几乎没有足够智能操控自己
But it was my world.
但那是我的世界
It was all I knew, all I needed to know.
是我了解的一切 也是我需要了解的一切
And now?
现在呢
I will immerse myself.
我将浸入泳池
And as I do, I will slowly shut down my higher brain functions...
与此同时 我会逐渐关闭我的高级脑功能
un-making myself...
拆解自己
leaving just enough to appreciate my surroundings...
只留下必要的组件来欣赏周围环境
to extract some simple pleasure
从高效完成任务中
from the execution of a task well done.
感受简单的愉悦
My search for truth is finished at last.
我对真相的探索终于结束了
I'm going home."
我要回家了